If you feel numbness in your left arm, do not read this!
First off, thank you to all my true friends who have kept me on their friends list. I swear I could feel your thoughts and support although I was distant. I'm on my feet again, a fully licensed bail bondsman, and working in the most adorable cafe as a cook. We have really healthy foods which are mostly soup, salads, and sandwiches. I work 9a-2p. Some full dinner menu items as well. Sussi and I are still together and happy, and it has taken me a while to see this has pissed a few people off.
I truly and deeply apologize for not really contacting anyone for about a year, and I hope if anyone has issues with me we can work through them. I know it was a selfish way to act! I was dealing with many things including a move out of state and a complete job turn around. I didn't think it was fair to really even talk to many people about all the crazy shit because I found myself drawing lines in the sand between myself and people I once cared for deeper than I even knew I could. The safest thing for me to do was draw a circle with me in the middle and let time work its healing magic.
I truly and deeply apologize for not really contacting anyone for about a year, and I hope if anyone has issues with me we can work through them. I know it was a selfish way to act! I was dealing with many things including a move out of state and a complete job turn around. I didn't think it was fair to really even talk to many people about all the crazy shit because I found myself drawing lines in the sand between myself and people I once cared for deeper than I even knew I could. The safest thing for me to do was draw a circle with me in the middle and let time work its healing magic.