Oct 21, 2003 16:12
...struggling against my witchcraft roots and took off to Salem, Mass. for my birthday. I figure if I'm going to let people I love and respect emotionally "stone" me out of Atl. with accusations and lack of support, I might as well harvest from the knowledge and experience of my foremothers... good decision! The universe gave me a black feather about a foot long right outside the tent on the morning of my b-day and then when I went to Laurie Cabot's shop (Crow, Craven, and Something I don't remember right now) the first thing I see when we walk through the door is a free pamphlet about the use and power of a black feather. Strange! Also, I got a new kitten! I'll write more about her later, but I'm pretty sure she's my familiar and she too young to protect herself yet. Sussi and I are doing pretty well. I got a art show for us with Phillip Hymann~ well respected art fellow with a huge whale sculpture in ModMus NY. He called me to do spoken word. Said he heard me at the High in Atl years ago... that felt really good!!
I am feeling like this a "all about me" bitch session so I'll stop. I think I still feel insecure towards Atl peeps. Why don't you just forget about me if you don't like me so the people who do love me can get a visit from me. I remember this one time PG was going through some bullshit and I said to him, "the worst might be yet to come, but the best is yet to be." Sometimes he sings this back to me and it really makes my heart feel better. Long wet sloppy kisses!!!