long time no update

[mystarlessnight]

how about this for random...

jasmin updates

things are good for me out here...
really good for me..

i miss you all very much
but i am doing well
as well as can be

im still with the same person i have been
its over a year now
i couldnt be happier with him...

jasmin has finally found what she has been looking for

havent touched drugs in 6 months now
and to be honest..
im sure i wont ever touch them again
im happier without them
and when i look back at what they have taken from me
its not worth it

most of you know what i am referring to

...marc

my heart is broken forever because he is gone
but i cant lose myself in this tragedy
i have to move forward
i know he would want that
but a day doesnt go by that i don tthink of him
that i dont dream of him
i lost part of myself when i lost him
but regardless of what has happened
he will be alive inside of me until the day i die
and that is what keeps me from sinking

after i got the news... erik (my boyfriend)
bought me a marc fish
you would love him
hes a bright red and orange flame angel
the prettiest fish i ever saw
and i love it
:)

*sigh*

when will i come home to visit

i dont know

i have too many things going on out here
for me to take time off to leave
but once things are less busy in my life here
i will return

i love you all very much

take care in knowing that jasmin is a live and well
for the first time ever
and you need not worry about me if you are

love and hugs to all!!

write me
nemoria121@aol.com

:)

~jazzy-pooh