Lets not wait till the water runs dry and make the biggest mistake of our lives...

[mystar1102]

Ahh I'm so many things right now. I'm tired. I'm upset. I'm angry. I'm torn. I'm so confused. I knew before I even came down here that something was going to happen or I was going to find something and get all upset. Like always. I was snooping and I found condoms. What does he need those for? Really? I found his camera and found more pictures of

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[anonymous]

Car- You're right, he does make me insecure and I don't understand it. I am never insecure but with him, its like I question every little thing. The stupid thing is, he hasn't really done anything to make me question his actions. I mean, nothing like I've done. I feel like even if I were to get out of this relationship that I'm just gonna find another to mess up or I'm going to find a guy that treats me like shit. I think I just expect Mike to do to me what I've done to him. I know I shouldn't but I do.

Ash- I agree, the condoms aren't that big of a deal. Granted I was pissed at first but you're right. I really want to say something about the picture but you know what hes gonna say... why were you looking in my stuff? It probably would have been better if I would have just minded my own business but you knew I had to look.. its just my nature. I was gonna answer to everything else you;'ve written but I don't have the energy.. I'm just in the mood to forget it all today. Maybe tomorrow too. I'm tired of thinking about it. But thanks for going with me and thanks for all that. You know you can always tell me how you feel...