Feb 22, 2006 14:26
Its quite ironic that one weekend a friend could be giving you the best hug ever.
then the next could be asleep forever.
METHADONE-a drug that treats narcotic addiction and cronic pain thats longer lasting than morphine thats harder to quit than herion.
Took Brians life.
Fuck pills! I dont think it matters how hard you try how much time you take to tell kids to stop eating pills like candy or snorting them up there nose till it bleeds. They wont. This is something that needs to be taken care of. Im not to sure that people know how easy it is to get all these drugs now days. Im angry that there avalible. Im angry that people are so silly to mix pills and alcohol plus more pills. I hate doctors that perscribe them O so frequently. I hate seeing people so messed up they cant open there eyes. I hate that my friend died.
Do me a favor and dont get checked in to a methadone clinic for life.
damn it brian im going to miss you and Ill never find some one that gave as good of hugs as you. RIP.
I hope that wasnt mean.
Im at the point of coping with death when you become angry.
I really am so mad.
Im sorry.
<3
ps i need answers