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[mysisterhatesme]

life changes very quickly. I am going to have to start school very soon before i break down. im becoming more and more scared of life each day. i think my heart beats some what faster every hour. the only time i feel ok is when im asleep or around my so called friends. gees. im trying to do more of the things i want but then i just end up screwing something eles up. thats how life goes and i understand that. im happy but just very confused. i have to stop all my habbits i have gotten in to in the past year. there bad i want to stop. its so hard for me to come up with the strength of fighting peer pressure. or maybe thats just my excuse.
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seriously......im scared thats all.