Who I am hates who I've been.
So I finally got around to scrapbooking Coen's Christmas pictures and Easter pictures. He really is beautiful. I love scrapbooking his pictures and memories so he can have them when he gets older. Hopefully I am around to see him grow. He is such a special little boy.
On another note, I am so frustrated with my work. Everyone always asks me to take their shifts, and they have really good excuses why they can't come in. I feel really bad, so I always take everyones shifts. Like today. I covered a girl's shift. I don't mind. Except for one thing. I have only asked for somebody to cover my shifts two times. Nobody would do it. They all had excuses. Now this Saturday, I need to switch shifts or have a shift covered because I don't have a sitter. Guess what? Nobody can do it. Surprisingly, every single person that is off is OUT OF TOWN. Come on. EVERY SINGLE PERSON? It really hurts my feelings that nobody is willing to return the favor. It's like nobody has any respect for me. They only call when they need a favor. I am literally pissed. It's gotten to the point that I don't want to take any more shifts for people. And it's sad, because I am a genuinely nice person. I would do anything for anyone. But if nobody can give me the same respect, I'm not going to be nice about it anymore.
Anyways, I'm really excited that Jackie is going to come visit me in May. It makes me feel really good that somebody loves me enough to come out here just to see me. She is such a good friend. She always knows how to brighten my day. I only wish that I can make it fun for her. I have lots of plans of things we can do while she's here.
I haven't been sleeping very good lately. It's kind of making me worried. I don't know why. I've been sick since Easter, but it's been longer than that, so I don't think that could be it. One night I stayed up until 5:30 am. And then I woke up at 9:30 and didn't go back to sleep. It's freakin crazy.
Well, I hope all my friends will keep in touch. I miss everyone terribly. If anyone wants, they can AIM me: coensmommy. Love you!
On another note, I am so frustrated with my work. Everyone always asks me to take their shifts, and they have really good excuses why they can't come in. I feel really bad, so I always take everyones shifts. Like today. I covered a girl's shift. I don't mind. Except for one thing. I have only asked for somebody to cover my shifts two times. Nobody would do it. They all had excuses. Now this Saturday, I need to switch shifts or have a shift covered because I don't have a sitter. Guess what? Nobody can do it. Surprisingly, every single person that is off is OUT OF TOWN. Come on. EVERY SINGLE PERSON? It really hurts my feelings that nobody is willing to return the favor. It's like nobody has any respect for me. They only call when they need a favor. I am literally pissed. It's gotten to the point that I don't want to take any more shifts for people. And it's sad, because I am a genuinely nice person. I would do anything for anyone. But if nobody can give me the same respect, I'm not going to be nice about it anymore.
Anyways, I'm really excited that Jackie is going to come visit me in May. It makes me feel really good that somebody loves me enough to come out here just to see me. She is such a good friend. She always knows how to brighten my day. I only wish that I can make it fun for her. I have lots of plans of things we can do while she's here.
I haven't been sleeping very good lately. It's kind of making me worried. I don't know why. I've been sick since Easter, but it's been longer than that, so I don't think that could be it. One night I stayed up until 5:30 am. And then I woke up at 9:30 and didn't go back to sleep. It's freakin crazy.
Well, I hope all my friends will keep in touch. I miss everyone terribly. If anyone wants, they can AIM me: coensmommy. Love you!