In Pictures

[mysexualsuicide]

Ive got his photograph on a stand by my bed
Two on the mantle and thousands in my head
I cant believe how fast hes growing
It aint supposed to be like this
Everytime I look at him I see how much Ive missed

I missed his first steps his first words and I love you daddy
Is something Ive seldom heard
Oh it hurts me so to watch my baby grow up in pictures

I send the money down do my best to do my part
But it cant compare with what Ive paid with my heart
Theres still one unanswered question that weighs heavy on my mind
Will he ever understand the reasons why

I missed his first steps and his first words and I love you daddy
Is something Ive seldom heard
Oh it hurts me so to watch my baby grow up in pictures

It takes all I have to keep the tears inside
And what I wouldnt give if I could turn back time

I missed his first steps his first words and I love you daddy
Is something Ive seldom heard
Oh it hurts me so to watch my baby grow up in pictures