i'm 98% sure...
i am feeling an impending sense of doom. internally, i have noticed that certain thoughts are creeping up again. externally, i have noticed that my non-conscious actions are really bugging my friends. this suggests me to believe that i'm pushing them away or i've reached their final straws. in either case, distance is gained. as to if that's positive or negative, we shall have to see.
or there's more behind things. i would say that pookie is the most frustrated or angry with me. she has told me to get off my arse and lent me a book called the underachiever's diary. in addition, she has said within the past few weeks that she didn't want to see all my potential end in self-destruction.
is it time to say good bye? and to whom?
or there's more behind things. i would say that pookie is the most frustrated or angry with me. she has told me to get off my arse and lent me a book called the underachiever's diary. in addition, she has said within the past few weeks that she didn't want to see all my potential end in self-destruction.
is it time to say good bye? and to whom?