Apr 14, 2005 02:38
i find many around me bitten by the spring fever itch, but not me. last week i figured out that all i really want to do is withdraw. it has been a long time since a gal has taken my breath away. kinda sad, but oh well. maybe even on a subconscious/physical level, i'm as picky as i am consciously. or chalk it up as another defense mechanism.
i also find myself withdrawing from people who are telling me what to do. what if i don't respond to their communications. or just simply don't sign in?
i thought about it again. i have the tools and i have means. if it's what i see myself doing, why hold back? should i even consider the ramifications if it's repercussions wouldn't concern me? infomercial quote: set it and forget it!