Craziness
I saw Ricky last night. He looked so beautiful. Everytime he touched me, I freaked out. I gave him the half hug and he called me out on it. So I had to give him a real hug and I was dying inside. He asked me to hold his jacket for a minute while he did something and I put it on. He put his arms around me to take it back. I almost wanted to say "I love you", because I'm a loser. But thankfully I had a little control. This boy makes me feel 12 and I like it....more to come