Telemundo.
I feel like the television could be screaming "PREGANENTE!!!" at me. I feel huge, and am having hot flashes.
I miss people. I miss having friends, and going out, being invited to parties and genuinely feeling like someone WANTED me there. I got invited to two parties this year, but they were blanket invitations via myspace, or forwarded text. I didn't feel like the people that sent them really cared whether I was there or not.
Maybe it's my fault for not keeping so "connected" with people. The two people that sent me invites were people that always make me drive to THEIR house, and both of them complain a lot about how horrible things in their lives are... I'm in a different place right now.
I feel like I need new friends, and I'm really not sure how to go about that. I see girls in Target or at Michael's that I think all the time "Wow, that girl looks cool. I wish we were friends." Then I realize that if I even try to approach them, they might think I'm trying to hit on them or something.
Maybe it's just that Anton works and sleeps all the time and I'm left feeling pretty lonely. But, I do realize that I literally don't hang out with ANYONE accept him and my mom. That makes me feel pretty pathetic.
Maybe I'll make some friends in birthing class... I hope.
I miss people. I miss having friends, and going out, being invited to parties and genuinely feeling like someone WANTED me there. I got invited to two parties this year, but they were blanket invitations via myspace, or forwarded text. I didn't feel like the people that sent them really cared whether I was there or not.
Maybe it's my fault for not keeping so "connected" with people. The two people that sent me invites were people that always make me drive to THEIR house, and both of them complain a lot about how horrible things in their lives are... I'm in a different place right now.
I feel like I need new friends, and I'm really not sure how to go about that. I see girls in Target or at Michael's that I think all the time "Wow, that girl looks cool. I wish we were friends." Then I realize that if I even try to approach them, they might think I'm trying to hit on them or something.
Maybe it's just that Anton works and sleeps all the time and I'm left feeling pretty lonely. But, I do realize that I literally don't hang out with ANYONE accept him and my mom. That makes me feel pretty pathetic.
Maybe I'll make some friends in birthing class... I hope.