Feeling empty...
I feel like I don't feel anymore... That all I do is reflect others's feelings like a mirror... When I'm alone, all I feel is emptiness, like I've cut myself along the way from all of my feelings... And I'm afraid, afraid that if I let myself feel, I'll burn from the inside out from all the pressure, all the intensity of my repressed feelings... I don't know how to let it out... All I can feel are the simplest emotions: laugh when it's funny, feel a bit of anger when I'm insulted, feel a bit of sadness when I think of Him... I'm... scared and hurt...