there's an old voice in my head that's holding me back.
For the last week or so, I've felt so overwhelmed and panicked and I don't know why.
Well, okay.. I fib.. I think I have an idea but it doesn't seem in my mind, legit enough to cause all this angst.
All the things I need to do, all the things I have to do and all the things I want to do...
They all seem to contradict or get in the way of each other and I can't seem to prioritize for some reason.
I'm hoping its because I have been sick and therefore my head has been foggy and I've been extra sensitive and crappy at multitasking.
I have work, school, my side project and Scarlett which is already so much... but I try every week to smash fun in there somewhere.
I need it to keep my sanity, cause I feel like all I ever do now is some form of work. :/
I know it will all pay off eventually, but shit.... eventually is taking me a hell of a long time.
And then with the most recent drama added to my pile of shit... blah.
Next week can't come soon enough. I need a week away to get myself back on track.
Well, okay.. I fib.. I think I have an idea but it doesn't seem in my mind, legit enough to cause all this angst.
All the things I need to do, all the things I have to do and all the things I want to do...
They all seem to contradict or get in the way of each other and I can't seem to prioritize for some reason.
I'm hoping its because I have been sick and therefore my head has been foggy and I've been extra sensitive and crappy at multitasking.
I have work, school, my side project and Scarlett which is already so much... but I try every week to smash fun in there somewhere.
I need it to keep my sanity, cause I feel like all I ever do now is some form of work. :/
I know it will all pay off eventually, but shit.... eventually is taking me a hell of a long time.
And then with the most recent drama added to my pile of shit... blah.
Next week can't come soon enough. I need a week away to get myself back on track.