so dry your eyes, it's better now it's done..
I just had to explain for the thousandth time.
That I am never, ever.. going back.
It was another awkward, terrible conversation.
I just want it to stop.
I finally have my life and myself back.
I want something more, something better.
I want to feel how I feel now forever.
And I want to share that with someone.
But I never, ever, ever want to repeat that awfulness.
It's been a year...
I just don't get it.
If someone looked at me and said, NO..
I wouldn't argue. Because, why?
I am so hoping that this time,
Is the last time I have to say it.
Because I feel like such a prick.
But, there are only so many nice ways to say no.
That I am never, ever.. going back.
It was another awkward, terrible conversation.
I just want it to stop.
I finally have my life and myself back.
I want something more, something better.
I want to feel how I feel now forever.
And I want to share that with someone.
But I never, ever, ever want to repeat that awfulness.
It's been a year...
I just don't get it.
If someone looked at me and said, NO..
I wouldn't argue. Because, why?
I am so hoping that this time,
Is the last time I have to say it.
Because I feel like such a prick.
But, there are only so many nice ways to say no.