Re: My Absence
You may have noticed I haven't posted for the past few weeks. My default emotion is, like, a "depressed-neutral". People tell me I'm too pessimistic, but I believe it's depressive realism. Either way, I'm pretty subdued/melancholic day-to-day. In my absence, I was feeling more depressed than usual. Nothing crippling, but not interested in interacting with others. I would go to work, come home, finish my school stuff, then lose myself in anime and fanfics to forget about my existence for a while. Then I've been manic for the past few days, and have wanted nothing but validation and have been posting impulsively on twitter and such, but I try to keep (most of) my crazy off here. But I wanted to fill y'all in.
During this time, I became crazy obsessed with Tiger & Bunny, which I have been avoiding for years because the title sounds ridiculous and the premise didn't sound much better. But, boy, was I wrong. Not to mention, it fits the more-than-partners/coworkers kink I clearly have: FAKE (Ryo/Dee, Drake/JJ), Yami no Matsuei (Tsuzuki/Hisoka), Tatsumi/Watari), Graviation (Hiro/Suguru), Bones (Brennan/Booth, Anglea/Hodges), Castle (Castle/Beckett), and now Tiger & Bunny (Kotetsu/Barnaby, Antonio/Nathan, one-sided Ivan/Keith... because why not slash the whole damn cast while we're at it XD ). So bummed I showed up late to the party, because I would have LOVED to go to the showing of Tiger & Bunny: the Rising last month. Cie la vie, I suppose.
Plot bunnies also attacked during this time, and I now have a second FAKE fanfic and my first (oh gawd) Tiger & Bunny fanfic in mind. I finished two YnM stories, though only one is posted at the moment, and worked on a handful more. I also drafted out a rough timeline for Incidental and Inconsequential. So, I was sorta productive.
Now that the weather's warming up and the sun is out longer (and there are only 23 days left in this crazy-stressful school year), I'm hoping my mood falls in the neutral to happy range. I mean, I have something going on every weekend in May and a convention in July to look forward to. And once school finishes, I'll have cosplays to work on. So here hoping.
