Jul 29, 2005 18:39
Yesterday was pretty interesting in regards to a coincidence. My stepmother met Mrs. Talbot, the mother of an old friend of mine, who as always, insisted I call and hang out with her son Charlie. Later in the day, Mr. Bliss, the Vice Principal, was talking to me and mentioned I should hang out with him again. Although I was nice to both requests, personally I denied wanting to call him. Then my father caught wind of it later and told me off when I said that I had caught the hint that Charlie didn't want to be around me. He was blaming it all on me, and I snapped and started yelling at him. I told him that I knew it was my fault but I didn't care about not having friends anymore because I was used to people hating me for no fucking reason or something along that line. And he didn't seem to fight back or anything. I felt badly after. Also, later I found out another of Katie's lies.
Today I found myself breezing right through a couple mile run. My body is adapting fast and I'm glad - I'm not even on growth hormone or anything. But they said something like Charlie mentioned he had a dream I was tap-dancing or something stupid, and I figured that it was definitely a sign to call. So I did, and I left a message. I went to my mother's as usual and read a magazine to pass the time. Afterward - I saw Katie. Coincidence? I just waved and walked right by her, and then was all sociable with the girl at the counter of CVS. Kiss my ass Katie, you scum.