FUCK

fuck everything , i wish i was dead .

maybe things are getting better
maybe things aren't so bad
but dont be gone when i get home
you're all i have

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Dear Journal ,

It's almost christmas and everything seems to be going fine . Crazy days , Crazy plans , Wild times , Smokin dimes , Drinkin brews , Hangin with the crew .

Yeah , I dont know .

Well im graduating this friday at the civic center.

Me and stephen got in a wreck last week.

the christmas parade is tonight , im exited because ive never been to one .

merry christmas !

I hate so many things , I get so upset i just want to scream , i hate the past . I hate being reminded of the past, even if i brought it up . maybe im just a fucking psycho .

im trying so hard .

im sick

im minus about 300 dollars in my stocks and they just keep going down

i guess thats all thats wrong .

i miss you

I want to be disconnected

im in the hospital

( happy pictures! )