I think I unintentionally lead on a friend, and I feel so guilty for it. I don't know if these people are right or not, but apparently he's still hanging on to me, when I have no feelings for him whatsoever. *Sigh* oh, the drama...

Guess who now has an official job at Subway? That would be me! I start on Monday, bee-atches. Yes, free food! It's funny though, because I am probably thr worst cook in the history of Subway employees ( Read more... )

Post Homecoming always makes me feel like shit. Shopping for a dress is somewhat difficult because I suddenly feel so insecure; I'm too small, my boobs aren't big enough, my legs aren't long enough, I'm simply not attractive enough. Nothing looks right on me.

As far as going with a date, Tim and I discussed possibly going as friends. He wants to ( Read more... )

I am so sick of patholigical liars that I am this close to telling them I know they're fake, just so they will stop talking to me, stop calling me their friend. This pathetic display for attention is disgusting.

I would seriously move out if only I had somewhere to go.

The way my one-year-old computer is such a pain in the ass, I'm convinced everyone at Dell is smoking the reefer.

So the guy I've had a crush on the past two years and his girlfriend break up on Friday, he leads me on, and then by today they get back together. What an asshole.

Where has my passion for singing gone? I remember when I first started, back in middle school, and I absolutley loved it. I loved to perform and there was no difference if someone was there and listening or not. Now, things are completley different. I get somewhat shy when people are listening, almost nervous. Sometimes I find it more of a chore to ( Read more... )

I just got a talk from my parents about how they think I should get different friends and start hanging out with more girls and stuff all because my best friend Michael is gay. They don't agree with it and I accept that. They tell me it's wrong and I accept that. I don't agree with them and I don't have a problem with it and they just can't being ( Read more... )

My parents flippin' piss me off. My mom tells me how resposible and mature I am all the time, and how much she wants to change how she and my dad always hold me back from everything and be so strict with me. She told me this two days ago. And now, when I'm asked to go to a party tonight, they won't let me go. My mom considered it but my dad ( Read more... )