i am tired.
lots of work for kent to get done tomorrow.
and lots of planning for morgil.
i have been monopolizing time a lot lately. i guess i get that way when there's nothing holding me back like work that i can't cope as well with as the guys or other things.
but when i hold on too much for too long... i get to be not a happy mymy. i am feeling strange all day today. tonight... i will not go into it.
i guess i just need to sleep. very badly. *sighs*
i want a boy here tonight to cuddle me. i am so tired of aloneness.
i just have to be patient a little longer tho... one month and i'll get to see him. and him. and him. and her. and her. yes. one month and i will have a break from this. and then in less than six months *fingers crossed* my hardest emotional thing might be missing my family. which is hard to imagine right now but i am sure will be the case. what a strange thing to think about... and look forward to XD
and lots of planning for morgil.
i have been monopolizing time a lot lately. i guess i get that way when there's nothing holding me back like work that i can't cope as well with as the guys or other things.
but when i hold on too much for too long... i get to be not a happy mymy. i am feeling strange all day today. tonight... i will not go into it.
i guess i just need to sleep. very badly. *sighs*
i want a boy here tonight to cuddle me. i am so tired of aloneness.
i just have to be patient a little longer tho... one month and i'll get to see him. and him. and him. and her. and her. yes. one month and i will have a break from this. and then in less than six months *fingers crossed* my hardest emotional thing might be missing my family. which is hard to imagine right now but i am sure will be the case. what a strange thing to think about... and look forward to XD