Rambling 07 - Been a while [RL warning]
I'm - not - dead. Not yet, anyway. ^^;
There was a period of time I was away from my computer and the net connection completely and there was a period of time I had more pressing matters [read: real life] to attend to.
There was a time I got myself the most wonderful boyfriend I could possibly hope for and I let him go because I didn't feel a thing. I still feel bit bad about that, but it couldn't be helped, I'm just emotionally empty like that. -_-;
There was a time I was interested in getting my dA gallery up more than in anything else - and now it's all fine and running, or at least as fine and running as I can get it.
There will be a time when I catch up with all the posts in
frosted_flowers I haven't read yet, I'm sure it will, as there will be a time when I read through the whole pimp!month drabble archive the wonderful
chibi_shiro wrote.
There will be a time when pigs will fly, too, of course. And rest assured it will come long before the time when I finish all that I had ever promised drawing/reading/doing.
Now I'm spending my time watching the days fly by with growing terror of the upcoming shool year, a year where maturitas (or A levels, if you wish) aren't just a distant, uncertain future. I honestly try to read through my notes, and I rp 411 a lot, as always. I still fight a lot with my tablet, the perspective, the proportions of human body and - last but not least - with my muses. Last time they showed up, they forced me into drawing Axel holding a flamingo. Once I finish it, I'll put a link here. The link.
In the meantime I take care of the two budgies my sister left me before she took off for Germany in July. She'll be staying there for half a year and I wish her the best a sister can wish.
And that gets us to the present. I can promise I'll try to update more often, but who am I kidding - I probably won't and there's nobody who would feel sorry because of that.
But I can try.
Da Rules:
Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.
1.How does the world see me?
30 Seconds To Mars - The Fantasy
2. Will I have a happy life?
Evanescence - Snow White Queen
3. What do people really think of me?
Uematsu Nobuo - Tatakau Mono Tachi (piano)
4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Panic! At the Disco - There’s a good reason these tables are numbered honey you just didn’t figure it out yet
5. How can I make myself happy?
Guano Apes - Break the line
6. What should I do with my life?
Christina Aguilera - Candyman
7. Will I ever have children?
Placebo - Every You, Every Me
8. What is some good advice for me?
My Chemical Romance - Teenagers
9. What do I think my current theme song is?
Panic! At the Disco - But it’s better if you do
10. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Placebo - Meds
11. What song will play at my funeral?
Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend
12. What is my day going to be like?
Kabát - Malá dáma (trans.: Small lady)
13. Why am I here?
My Chemical Romance - Mama
14. What will people remember me for?
My Chemical Romance - The Sharpest Lives
15. What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Fall Out Boy - Thnx fr th mmrs
16. Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
HYDE - Julia ni HEARTBREAK
17. What will this year be all about?
Daniel Landa - Touha (trans.: Desire)
18 - If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would scream:
Uematsu Nobuo - The mark of a traitor
19 - The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say:
Linkin Park - Frgt(10)
20 - Your message to the world:
30 Seconds To Mars - From Yesterday
21 - Your deepest secret:
Queen of the Damned OST - Body Crumbles
22 - Your innermost desire:
Queen of the Damned OST - Before I’m Dead
23 - Your oldest memory makes you think:
Kelly Clarkson - Walk Away
24 - Somewhere in your wedding vows, you'll include:
The All-American Rejects - Move Along
25 - When you wake up in the morning, you mutter:
Guano Apes - Quietly
26 - Right now, your feelings are:
Abingdon boys school - Innocent Sorrow
27 - The day you fall in love will be the day that:
Fall Out Boy - Dance, dance
28 - You scream during sex:
Evanescence - Lithium
29 - Your farewell message to the readers of this:
LAST ALLIANCE - Shissou