The Journey

May 14, 2012 17:55

Title: They Journey, Book One: Save Me
Beta: FictionFreak15 <---my soul <3
Rating: Nc-17
Length: about 1500 words
Disclaimer: none of this is mine, other than: some OCs and the plot
Summary: Kris' world is shaken by a beautiful man in a dream. Now Kris must rescue him from the horrors of his past and tormentor of the present.
WARNINGS: This is a dark fic! There are abusive relationships, non-con, dub-con, drug use and other forms of deep pain. Do not read if you are soft hearted. sorry :C

Chapter 10



Adam blinked a few times as the light became too bright behind his closed eyes. His thoughts back-tracked, and he thought about the previous day.

I ran…I ran and…I’m alive. These people…He looked at the tangle of arms that surrounded him and thought about each person. They all followed. Not one person stayed behind to rat me out…Is that…love? If so…they are all in danger. Lucé would never allow this sort of thing to go on…I have to go back. I have to…

Adam began to squirm, moving his body back and forth until Allison stirred. He held completely still and didn’t move until her breathing evened out. He began to move arms and legs as gently as he could, making sure that no one woke up. Once he stepped out of his circle of safety he felt naked and used. He felt unworthy. He stilled again as the knob of the door began to move back and forth. Someone knew they were there.

I don’t understand. No one was supposed to know of this place. It’s my only secret…

With that thought Lucé burst through the door, gun in hand and as furious as ever. Adam looked like a panicked mess.

Franticly, the boy ran from his husband into the corner and began to apologize. He hoped that mercy would be in his favor and his man would leave him alone. Unfortunately, that didn’t happen, and the man he pretends to love advanced towards him with a face of hell fire. He grabbed a fist of raven hair and yanked straight up, pulling up a yelping limp body, and spat in his face.

“Why the hell aren’t you at home? Isn’t it your job to be my perfect sex kitten? Isn’t it you who belongs to me?...Or have you finally messed that up?” Adam whimpered some sort of apology but it never made it past his lips due to the slap across his face. “Guess it’s time to put my kitten down.”

While the commotion between lovers was occurring, Allison stirred and then awakened. She was thrust from vague swimming in her head to full alertness in an instant, wanting only to protect her new friend. She pushed Tommy and Kris until they both were awake then she got up and charged towards, what she considered to be, Satan himself.

“Get away from him! He is not your property!” She swung fists and kicked legs as best she could, trying to save the fallen angel, “Leave him alone!” Lucé was stronger than her by a long shot and kicked her down. Her leg caught on the brick that outlined the pathway and fell backwards. Her land was accompanied by a scream as Lucé stepped onto her calf, breaking it with the force. He dropped Adam and, as if in slow motion, turned to face her. He aimed his gun and shot, hitting his mark as blood poured down her face as she fell backwards. Adam looked on in horror as she fell down onto the pavement and didn’t move.

“This was your fault kitten,” With that he shot Tommy three times in the chest until he, too, stopped breathing.

Adam was on the floor in an instant, eyes over flowing, as he begged his husband to relent his murdering. Lucé didn’t stop and stalked towards Kris. Strong hands gripped onto a terrified body and held it firm. He placed the barrel on Kris’ temple and pulled, sending body fluids and pieces into the wall.

Adam let out a chocked cry as Lucé advanced towards him. He threw Kris’ body in front of Adam and walked over it, continuing his path to his beautiful boy. Wrapping his arms around Adam’s waist, he hoisted his boy off the ground and threw him into the very center of the room.

“Look Kitten. See what happens when you let others interfere. See what happens when you don’t heed my warnings?” Adam looked around, his life consisted of all the people in the room and now the only one left was his husband.

All other forms of hope were shot.

“Now, it’s your turn kitten.” Lucé approached Adam and grabbed his jaw. Working his fingers into the boy’s mouth, he managed to pry it open, licking into it and pushing his tongue down as far as it would go. His lover was shaking and scared but moaned at the touch. He pawed at his master’s clothing until he stopped dead in his tracks. Lucé swiftly pulled his tongue out and replaced it with the barrel of the loaded gun. Adam whimpered as a plea for death passed him by, knowing his time had finally run out.

“I told you long ago Kitten, if you ever disobeyed me, and brought others in…no one will live. Goodnight Kitten.”

BANG

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Adam thrashed and clawed and cried until finally, with a blood curdling scream, he awakened. He continued to claw and slap and punch at the arms around him in a whirlwind of panic.

I have to get away. He’s going to kill me! I have to run!

Slowly, waves of exhaustion flowed through Adam until he stilled. His world of make believe swam out of focus, revealing the real world. He then realized that he had been a part of the make believe and was in no danger, still in the nest of love and acceptance. But…what if that world becomes the reality?…Then what? Blinking a few more times, he looked around the arms and legs, finding faces of people who cared, people who didn’t judge. Allison was holding his legs down, pressing on his calves firmly, but not enough to scare him. Tommy’s arms were wrapped around his waist in a slight bear hug to hold his body still. Kris crouched by Allison, holding both of Adam’s hands in one of his. The other hand held steady onto Adam’s face, wiping tears Adam didn’t even know he was shedding.

“I-I’m…s-sorry.” He looked to his lap, ashamed of himself for behaving so wildly towards the only people who cared about him. “I-I should go.”

“‘S ok.” Tommy’s hold became slightly tighter in a gesture to say that he wanted Adam to stay, “We still love you…And we always will.” Adam smiled slightly, and everyone’s hearts melted.

“Yeah…we were talking before your nightmare and thought today we should go shopping.” Allison was bubbling with energy by that time and everyone released Adam’s body, though they stayed close by. “Prof L is on vacation starting today so we figured we could use the time to go out.”

Adam had completely forgotten about his lover’s trip. He left late last night and will be gone all month. Thank you universe! Maybe…for just the month, I can be…Me? I don’t even know who me is though. Adam’s face fell at the thought of not even knowing who he was. He was never allowed to be himself or express opinion and ideas. “I…I w-would like t-to maybe g-go out…y-yeah. C-can we go s-shopping?” It was bold for him to ask anything like that because he knew that his husband would never approve, and he would have to stash the clothes that he would never wear in a safe place.

His three saviors looked at him, beaming and full of understanding and began to nod their heads furiously. Adam was showered with ‘of course’ and ‘anytime you want’. It was all very overwhelming, and Adam began to feel his eyes water. Kris came in for a hug, latching his arms around the man he cared for. He knew that this rescue was more than just that.

Kris knew he was falling for this fallen angel.

Kris gently lifted Adam so he could steady himself. He looked at the door then back at Adam. “Are you ready to head out? I know this is your sanctuary and that you would like nothing more than to stay here in pea-“

“Actually… I’d r-really like t-to g-go outside.” A surprised Kris took a step aside, allowing Adam to walk past him.

I can do this. I can stay away. I can go outside and be just fine. I have friends now. I have hope now. I have love.

And with that Adam pulled the door open and stepped out from his sanctuary and into his prison, hoping his safety net would lead him to his escape.

**If anyone has any adviice on getting money for college (other than scholarships and saving :() I'd love to get some help**

kradam, adam lambert, abuse, nc-17, fanfiction

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