Thats it, i am so so so single. I had chocolate cake for dinner, and now I'm watching a marathon of 'gilmore girls'. Plus snuggling a kitty. Solo girl time!
----------> Now im daydreaming about moving into a family setting, living in a basement of a victorian house, or living in someone's guesthouse, etc... living with friends is difficult, i am happier when i am alone, but i do enjoy being social, it makes some inner core of myself anxious. I like how in Houston I can disappear into the city, in Oakland i walk down the street and run into SOMENE i know and its never the person i WANT to see.
and after this episode, its BACK to my fantasy novel......
P.S.
lorelei's unreal wittiness and fast rebuttals make me want to punch her, but my brain secretly likes to try and keep up with her unreal wit.
PPS
last time i was in town i saw alexis biedel at a funky art warehouse party in houston. so weird! she was delicate and pale in real life, in a healthy sort of way. she kind of dressed like her character too.