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[mymiserymachine]

do you remember five years ago tonight
when the sun that died came back
and we got so fucked up he was alive
so we gave him the name that haunts us
for the rest of our life, addiction

can you remember the laugh the cry
or any of the fun we used to have
now it all has become habit everynight
when my eyes are closed i still see you and i open my eyes and you are still there

i could stop but why it keeps me alive
and thats the only thing most people want
you tell em this to try to make me feel
but in the end its like every night
i set alone and i die all over again