Jun 12, 2005 00:28
sad now..cz i worry about people i care about..and i was/am worried about aubrey..well i always am cz she always hides things so well..even if shes hurting she hides it well..so obv im afraid when she says she did sumthin she regrets now that she shouldnt of done..she dont wanna tell me..i now respect that..thats her choice shes obv not comfortable talking about it..w/ me @ least..but i was idk jus tryin 2 get her to tell me n was like if u dont tell me i wont talk 2 u..and shes like fine the nice talking to you and she wasnt kidding..ur prolly thinking u fricken pussy suck it up..but that bothers me..hurts me that itd be that easy to just not talk 2 me and be fine w/ it..cz of the fact that i know if she stopped talking to me it would bother me...but yeah..but i shoulda known..