SAT's
Tomorrow is SAT Day... I guess I should be nervous, and maybe I am a little bit. I won't know anyone there, and I don't have a ride home. But I feel like it's one step toward the USAFA. A good step. Necessary and achievable. I feel really monotonous today, like everything is the same and I'm not going anywhere. I don't like it. I mean, I have this relationship with Zach, and it's okay. I'm not extremely happy, but I'm not sad or depressed. I just don't really know what I'm doing. So maybe I shouldn't be doing anything right now.
[Half-read]
Love was the only book I left half-read
Beside the dog-eared fairy tales and books of a dream
Chapters in this book go untouched
Buried beneath false characters that plot and scheme
Lost is the girl who fails to merge
The significant chapters of her life
Pieces that make up an indefinite self-being
Memories that crawl up and haunt you at night
Faith is the tale I wish to continue
Along with survival and facing of fears
Hatred is a chapter I wish to banish
Never reciting poems of anger; replenishing painful years
Yet now I continue on with my collection
Alongside tales of anguish, pain and fright
For love was the only book I left half-read
That is until I realized I still had room to write
[Half-read]
Love was the only book I left half-read
Beside the dog-eared fairy tales and books of a dream
Chapters in this book go untouched
Buried beneath false characters that plot and scheme
Lost is the girl who fails to merge
The significant chapters of her life
Pieces that make up an indefinite self-being
Memories that crawl up and haunt you at night
Faith is the tale I wish to continue
Along with survival and facing of fears
Hatred is a chapter I wish to banish
Never reciting poems of anger; replenishing painful years
Yet now I continue on with my collection
Alongside tales of anguish, pain and fright
For love was the only book I left half-read
That is until I realized I still had room to write