Nycholas
So I have a friend named Nykk. And he pretty much breaks my heart. But why do I like him so much when he treats me so? I feel like such an idiot and really immature, but it's true. I've never had unrequited "love" before. It actually really sucks. Mr. Ryckie always says I shoul dbe treated like a princess, and h edefinately doesn't treat me like a princess... but I know it isn't him. It's definately me. I'm not smart enough, pretty enough, or bad enough, or even just not enough of anything for him. And for that, I know I shouldn't, but I feel really... ugly.
[That Poison Crime]
Radiation emitted from your eyes
It's this highly toxic poison
that I'm bathing in
Swift turns with socks on the
gym floor
very disoriented
Learning to spot and
draw my eyes back
to this point.
Even when my stomach bubbles
Now as my neck vein throbs
and my toes twitch
and I am filling with this poison
that your eyes have injected into me?
I know you are innocent
of no crime but this:
your wandering eyes
and me
[That Poison Crime]
Radiation emitted from your eyes
It's this highly toxic poison
that I'm bathing in
Swift turns with socks on the
gym floor
very disoriented
Learning to spot and
draw my eyes back
to this point.
Even when my stomach bubbles
Now as my neck vein throbs
and my toes twitch
and I am filling with this poison
that your eyes have injected into me?
I know you are innocent
of no crime but this:
your wandering eyes
and me