oh, beating heart when will you stop?

Oct 13, 2004 19:59

I would stick my fingers down my throat to vomit up all these emotions but I just did my nails...emotion? whats that? pfftt, you sick waste of time, I would fuck my eyeliner before I would fuck you...
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I fell in love with you on cold bathroom tiles. the taste of your lips whispering small nothings ment huge everythings. I am this battery acid thats burning a hole right through life. But I am the same flower that blooms again every spring and manages to keep my colors bright. Your sourness ripped the tastebuds right out of my mouth. I feel too on-the-spot for this chaotic mess of lipstick and high-heels. nullify me, finger nails painted, sunglasses on, windows down, im smiling,,,without you......
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Im stomping on the piano keys now. My life tucked away in black letters. let me leave. Smeared ink;smeared kisses...this will soon all be over with. just remind me to keep breathing..
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ATTENTION:
a simple lesson of pain vs. pleasure.
--dont cut too deep, i might smile too wide. dont speak to much, we might have a conversation. and dont call too often, your feelings might slip out of your mouth into the reciever and collapse in my ear...
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