Aug 03, 2010 10:03
YAY omg I feel like my life just started. I feel so incredible about Ryan, he's the only guy who's talked about our future and how we can make it happen. He is so crazy wild about me and I feel the SAME way. We are so affectionate and so open and honest, we talk openly about our thoughts and feelings. Even when I have those sporadic, "I feel like you could be the one..." he'll come back with, "I think you're my life partner...", but this time... it's real. OMG it's sooo real.
Anyways, I got off work Sunday and came here to his house. He's taken me out to wherever for lunch and dinner, Starbucks twice a day. He has a business trip Wednesday to the Carolinas for a WEEK:[ So he gave me $140 cash and his apartment key and told me to get a copy made while he's a work. His car was hit Friday and so Google is renting him one, but I took him to work this morning and he was so adorable walking into Google with his little dorky Google shirt and his backpack full of laptops and cell phones. His phones are fucking amazing, Google gave him an Evo and then he's got one that I play on. And I pretty much took full control of this laptop, the ipad is laying in the floor. We looked a funny pictures on it last night, then he hooked the laptop and projector up in the bedroom and we watched comedian John Oliver. Then made sweet sweet love for hours. I can't call it making love yet though, so we had sex for hours. Then when we woke up this morning he did me again, too. He says he loves my body and that I am his ideal mate. Last night when we were talking, he kept telling me that he's never had a girl be so set on what she wants out of this relationship...and that just talking about our plans with each other turns him on.
I was looking at his pictures from California, he is like my ideal boyfriend/mate/whatever... sideburns, 'the Used' shirts, and plaid shorts.
We went apartment hunting yesterday in Atlantic station, we found one for $1100/month, facing Atlantic Station. Ryan said that while he's gone on his trip, that on my days off I need to come stay at his place and job hunt. He says that he can afford $800 for rent, and still be able to save up over $1000 in savings (for our move to California next summer) and we'd still have plenty of money to go out to eat/movies/concerts. So all I have to do is find a job here that pays at least $300/month and we're set. We went shopping at IKEA yesterday and ended up sitting in one of the living rooms there for like an hour just talking about how perfect it felt.
He is so right for me. I heard him talking to his Mom on the phone, and she said 'Ryan, if you find a girl in Georgia, just make sure she is up for moving to California' and I could hear the excitement from the next room when he said, 'Mom I actually found her!'.
I told him I've been waiting on him my whole life, he said that was such a turn on.
We're going to California for 2 weeks this Thanksgiving, the trip is completely paid for. Google is paying for plane tickets and room, and $75/day for food. And when we move to California, Google pays for the move. So we'll have several several thousands saved up to get a nice place. We're shooting for Santa Monica, it's right by Malibu... Ryan says I can use my Surgical Tech degree in Malibu EASY, and Google has a location in Santa Monica. So if they transfer him to that location, we're set.
I am so glad I didn't settle, and I followed my dream and waited for the one. A nerd from California with Radiohead and Depeche Mode on his iTunes. Really? Wake me up.
No.
Don't.
"Inception" was good but it made me question reality. And I don't like that. IDK if I wrote about the AMC we went to to see Inception at, but it was a restaurant/theatre, we ordered beer/wine and dinner while we watched the movie. It was really nice. Ryan said there's much bigger and better theatre's in Cali he's going to take me to.
Anyways, I'm going to Googlemap a Home Depot and get another key made. Then I have to go to Rome to pay a speeding ticket... YAY Rome-- you're so awesome. UGH. But I'll be back here Thursday, by myself. Ryan leaves tomorrow afternoon so I won't see him until next week, but we text like crazy and have already talked about how much we're going to miss each other.
I am so ridiculously happy.