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My stomach feels like coming up and out onto the floor.
That sounds like an Alkaline Trio lyric.
No but really, I just talked to John, we are NOT GOOD. Not good, indeed.
I totally cried. Like, balled my eyes out. My mascara was everywhere. I feel disgusted, like I didn't know what I had until it was gone. I'm still kinda crying. It's sad. I'm even listening to "Airplanes" by Eminem. Yeah, I'm that sad:[
I could easily say 'fuck it whatever, his loss.' But no honey, MY LOSS, my loss indeed.
That was a big pretty shiny fish I caught, for like a month. Somebody even told me that he said I was 'fucking amazing in bed.'
That's the 3rd time I've heard that rumor come back around to me... I would say the 3rd time this year, but that would sound trashy. But true. I'm 25 and it's almost August, so what the fuck ever:]
But I have noone to fuck now.
John is gone.
I am sad.
Sobfest w Snickers Ice Cream and Clueless time:[
That sounds like an Alkaline Trio lyric.
No but really, I just talked to John, we are NOT GOOD. Not good, indeed.
I totally cried. Like, balled my eyes out. My mascara was everywhere. I feel disgusted, like I didn't know what I had until it was gone. I'm still kinda crying. It's sad. I'm even listening to "Airplanes" by Eminem. Yeah, I'm that sad:[
I could easily say 'fuck it whatever, his loss.' But no honey, MY LOSS, my loss indeed.
That was a big pretty shiny fish I caught, for like a month. Somebody even told me that he said I was 'fucking amazing in bed.'
That's the 3rd time I've heard that rumor come back around to me... I would say the 3rd time this year, but that would sound trashy. But true. I'm 25 and it's almost August, so what the fuck ever:]
But I have noone to fuck now.
John is gone.
I am sad.
Sobfest w Snickers Ice Cream and Clueless time:[