the one i love
when it comes down to it...i'd never leave him...
sometimes we think"why are we even together" and those are the worst times..but the best times are when we realize why we are together..
Yesterday he got out of line and crushed my heart.It hurt so bad...I can't stop thinkin about it.
Have i made another mistake? Or can i get past this...just for another thing like this to happen?
When i think about it, I can honestly see him in my future..I always have i just never thought it possible for us to stay together.
when you get into a huge fight..and 5 seconds later you call them to come back...it really does show you care.then again it was out of line in the first place.
Once someone asked me "Do you love him.....Would you risk your life for him...would you take a bullet for him?" My immediate answer was yes...If he died, i don't know if i'd be alive anymore on the inside.
There's just been so much that i can't explain that is between us.It's the weirdest bond but he's the one i've had the most love for in my life.No matter what he does to me... I can't honestly hate him... i might put on a front,but i can't...It'd take A LOT for me to leave him for good.
Then there's this problem...the anger thing...that i won't be able to handle in the future.no doubt it makes us stronger but it makes me weaker on the inside..it hurts...
I wish i could go back to the days where i barely knew him...so much in oblivion i believed he never would hurt me..I guess you think that about everyone you first meet.
i just wish i didn't have so much doubt in my mind...and i wish i could know it's forreal this time....
and i wish he'd believe me when i said im not going anywhere....
sometimes we think"why are we even together" and those are the worst times..but the best times are when we realize why we are together..
Yesterday he got out of line and crushed my heart.It hurt so bad...I can't stop thinkin about it.
Have i made another mistake? Or can i get past this...just for another thing like this to happen?
When i think about it, I can honestly see him in my future..I always have i just never thought it possible for us to stay together.
when you get into a huge fight..and 5 seconds later you call them to come back...it really does show you care.then again it was out of line in the first place.
Once someone asked me "Do you love him.....Would you risk your life for him...would you take a bullet for him?" My immediate answer was yes...If he died, i don't know if i'd be alive anymore on the inside.
There's just been so much that i can't explain that is between us.It's the weirdest bond but he's the one i've had the most love for in my life.No matter what he does to me... I can't honestly hate him... i might put on a front,but i can't...It'd take A LOT for me to leave him for good.
Then there's this problem...the anger thing...that i won't be able to handle in the future.no doubt it makes us stronger but it makes me weaker on the inside..it hurts...
I wish i could go back to the days where i barely knew him...so much in oblivion i believed he never would hurt me..I guess you think that about everyone you first meet.
i just wish i didn't have so much doubt in my mind...and i wish i could know it's forreal this time....
and i wish he'd believe me when i said im not going anywhere....