love was never THIS hard..
Josh broke up with me again...i loved that boy yall just have NO idea. =\ i cried so hard today, I cried so hard i couldnt breathe. he was my everything .Relationships do come and go, i understand..but i do believe he was my first love.Hard to let go. I did tell him though that I would stop argueing with him just to prove i love him and i want him back . I gave him a month's time to figure out what he wanted to do. After a month,if someone doesn't wanna be with you , you kind of get the hint that you should move on.
We shared the greatest times together... we'd lick each other's faces then rub it on each other. Play fight,sometimes get hurt but we took care of each other. We faught,but it ended up with an " i love you" too bad love isnt enough. :(. I cant get him off my mind . I cried so many tears over him.. gah.
I tried dating,didn't work. The guy said i was too wrapped up in my ex and that i was a lil too young.What the hell? he was 18. thats all. How gay ,right? Josh was fixing to be 19. I loved him all the same. He was ,though ,just as immature as me sometimes. Just didn't show it in public=\.
I miss my baby. I must say he was the greatest thing to happen to me yet.
Sorry for this update to be so.. sappy..but you'll get over it ! haha.
We shared the greatest times together... we'd lick each other's faces then rub it on each other. Play fight,sometimes get hurt but we took care of each other. We faught,but it ended up with an " i love you" too bad love isnt enough. :(. I cant get him off my mind . I cried so many tears over him.. gah.
I tried dating,didn't work. The guy said i was too wrapped up in my ex and that i was a lil too young.What the hell? he was 18. thats all. How gay ,right? Josh was fixing to be 19. I loved him all the same. He was ,though ,just as immature as me sometimes. Just didn't show it in public=\.
I miss my baby. I must say he was the greatest thing to happen to me yet.
Sorry for this update to be so.. sappy..but you'll get over it ! haha.