Mar 27, 2008 22:33
Nick and Liz came over tonight... I roasted a chicken, made gravy, mashed potatoes with goat cheese and rosemary, and string beans, and we watched 90210. It was amazing... but I miss Chelsea. I love her restaurant, but it sucks never seeing her at home. I was working a lot, and now all of a sudden, I'm not, and I'm always alone at home sulking.
I don't really have many friends here. I mean, I do, but not people who I hang out with during the week. I'm glad Nick and Liz are starting to hang out with me, they're really fun and share my love of everything 90s. I love Richie and Johnny too, but I sort of like entertaining at home, and they never want to come over (they would if they tasted my motherfucking chicken and gravy!!). Seriously, when did I become good at chicken roasting? It's not fancy, but it's damn good chicken. And gravy.
Anyway. I wish I had more friends. I guess I could hang out with the girls from work, and Sara... but I just don't really get along with other girls. I always feel awkward, like they read some book on how to be a girl that I didn't read. I just don't know how to behave or what to do. I never have much fun with girls.. everything seems sort of tense and catty in the world of girls, they scare me. I don't know what precisely makes me so un-girly, but I'm just not one of those girls who does girl things. I can't even think of what these girl things might be, so I have to call them girl things. Ugh. I'm reading my book and going to bed.