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She died quickly.
She died in the arms of her husband and daughters, save one.
She had a lovely, lighthearted funeral and reception.
She had a wonderful life.
She believed in God and is in heaven.
She knew I loved her.
Excuses and explanations aren't comforting. Especially since I don't believe in heaven.
She's the best woman I'll ever have known in my life. She was the heart of the family, and the anchor. And you can't replace a woman like her. I knew that I'd have lost her sooner or later, just like I'll lose Grandpa. But I am so devastated. I'll miss her more than I could possibly explain, but what breaks my heart over and over is that no one in my future will know her. My best friends, a future family. She was a woman worth knowing and loving and I just don't know what to do.
She died in the arms of her husband and daughters, save one.
She had a lovely, lighthearted funeral and reception.
She had a wonderful life.
She believed in God and is in heaven.
She knew I loved her.
Excuses and explanations aren't comforting. Especially since I don't believe in heaven.
She's the best woman I'll ever have known in my life. She was the heart of the family, and the anchor. And you can't replace a woman like her. I knew that I'd have lost her sooner or later, just like I'll lose Grandpa. But I am so devastated. I'll miss her more than I could possibly explain, but what breaks my heart over and over is that no one in my future will know her. My best friends, a future family. She was a woman worth knowing and loving and I just don't know what to do.