"I'm all grown up!" she says while sucking her thumb...
Lol...I am a cracked out individual.
anyway man has this been one heck of a life. I'm done with Spring Arbor; I have a BA degree; I have found my future husband in a way I have never been so sure and satisfied; my food, gas, health insurance, student loans, and rent are all paid through my means (only car insurance and cell phone still paid for by parents); I am a youth leader in GA; a substitute teacher; a pageant judge and assistant director; I'm living with a married couple I went to college with; and as of today I am officially out of my anti depressants for financial reasons...and Im doing amazingly. LOL!!
I had to take my boyfriend to the airport and say good bye to him knowing I would not see him for another month or more...and Im ok.
I have done very little of anything productive today...and I'm good.
I have fallen on my face sexually this weak more times than I want to admit...and I'm adoring my Heavenly Daddy, not shunned away.
I am sore, tired, and I have to work tomorrow for eight hours after Sunday school...and I'm still smiling.
I am poor and unable to do what I'm used to doing...and I'm not worried at all.
My heart aches from feeling 20 emotions at once...and I'm so glad to have every one of them.
I'm sick, my jaw is out of place, and I think I need to go to the dentist knowing I have no money to pay for it...and I'm still functioning.
I am at peace. After reading my last few posts, no one, especially me would have known I would experience peace within the following YEAR.
Jesus, Abba, Spirit, Savior, Love, Joy, Purpose, Life, Protector, and Miraculous: I love you. I owe you so much. You're not done with me and I'm glad. Keep working on me Jesus. This is going to be good. :D
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anyway man has this been one heck of a life. I'm done with Spring Arbor; I have a BA degree; I have found my future husband in a way I have never been so sure and satisfied; my food, gas, health insurance, student loans, and rent are all paid through my means (only car insurance and cell phone still paid for by parents); I am a youth leader in GA; a substitute teacher; a pageant judge and assistant director; I'm living with a married couple I went to college with; and as of today I am officially out of my anti depressants for financial reasons...and Im doing amazingly. LOL!!
I had to take my boyfriend to the airport and say good bye to him knowing I would not see him for another month or more...and Im ok.
I have done very little of anything productive today...and I'm good.
I have fallen on my face sexually this weak more times than I want to admit...and I'm adoring my Heavenly Daddy, not shunned away.
I am sore, tired, and I have to work tomorrow for eight hours after Sunday school...and I'm still smiling.
I am poor and unable to do what I'm used to doing...and I'm not worried at all.
My heart aches from feeling 20 emotions at once...and I'm so glad to have every one of them.
I'm sick, my jaw is out of place, and I think I need to go to the dentist knowing I have no money to pay for it...and I'm still functioning.
I am at peace. After reading my last few posts, no one, especially me would have known I would experience peace within the following YEAR.
Jesus, Abba, Spirit, Savior, Love, Joy, Purpose, Life, Protector, and Miraculous: I love you. I owe you so much. You're not done with me and I'm glad. Keep working on me Jesus. This is going to be good. :D
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