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Feb 03, 2007 22:02

I made limeade some 30 minutes ago and it's really yummy. These past couple of days I've been reflecting on all my mistakes and really trying to better myself. When I say better myself I mean changing the bad things about my personality. I had a tendency to want to be in control of people and I end up hurting people really close to me because I can be so stupid sometimes. I don't do it anymore but it's something I look back on and regret... On a more jolly note, I don't know. Sometimes I wonder if there is anybody out there for me. I'm an unusual character and I always wonder if I could ever find someone who will love me back. I've liked girls before who weren't willing to give me the time of day and I think if maybe they would've they would be really happy. Anyways......

I'm pledging for Alpha Phi Sigma. NO NO!! It's not a fraternity, it's a pre-medical honor society. I'm really excited about it. I'll be volunteering on the 10th tutoring elementary kids on TAKS. It should be fun.

I've been having really random dreams lately. For the past two weeks I've been dreaming on a consistent day to day basis. They're so random and detailed. Just last night I had this dream that my brother was holding me hostage and wanted to shoot me. I escaped. I woke up very puzzled. What the hell do I make of that?? Mom's been doing good. I'm happy that she's happy...

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I'm really not looking forward to tomorrow. I have mathematics homework, a quiz I have to study for, and a paper for architecture that needs to be finished. Geez, I'm so busy everyday. I'm only taking 13 hours and I spend seven days a week on campus. I'm aiming for a 4.0 this semster so I could make the president's list. I've made the dean's list every semester since I've been in college. That would be pretty bitchin' if I made the president's list...... Eh. prob won't but I'm gonna try. All right guys this is a chill night so I'm gonna read some of my mathematics mumbo-jumbo and watch a movie with the cat and dog while sippin' on my tasty limeade.

keep it fresh,

michael
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