todaaay
well today was a pretty good day. i started out freakin early and went to breakfast with em and maggie at the golden carral woot! then i got to schooland i had a hilarious civics class again with maggie and hannah and julie yellin out random mexican war calls and maggie being pretty much high and getting bitched out by ms martin for talking to much and i didn't have to deal with any fuckin retarded burrito drama. god that is so stupid i don't care about her frikin ethnicity and i can't comprehend why she wants to confront me.plus she's not fucking clever like "idk how to make a burrito b/c i'm not mexican" i'm not fucking mexican and i can make a burrito, and i'll make you some burritos i promise. hey that's a good one,b/c it makes sense and everything. i wish people could just understand that i'm not jelous and i don't like jeff anymore and i have no desire to be with him. anywayssss drama is stupid haha but i deal with it way too much in my life. and then at the end of the day me and jesse were walking to hannah's car and he grabbed my hand and it felt so good he makes me laugh and cheers me up :) he just makes me happy in general. it feels so good to know what my life is like now, without jeff, and that life is just as good if not better without him for once. it would feel good to just im jeff and be like fuck you you suck because he wrote all that shit on his myspace about how much better luisa was than me but it's just stupid unneccesary drama and i can just vent to the people that actually care about me about that kind of stuff. it's just so low and immature to post something like that and be like HEY EMILY LOOK!! luisa is better than you ever were and she actually shows me affection, b/c obviously the key to a good relationship is fondeling each other all over the place at school. i mean i could do that if i wanted to and post a gay blog that was called "jesse" and be like jesse is so fucking amazing god he is so much better than you jeff he is actually capable of generating a conversation he knows how to cheer me up and he actually gives me decent advice when i have problem i actually look forward to his calls at night because i know we won't get into huge arguments over the stupidest things, things that actually count in a relationship instead of being completly desperate for things to throw in my face. but however he wants to handle that situation. ok back to my day after my little rant. after school me and hannah and maggie made justin a cake because he is sick and we feel bad and we love him, i ended up pretty much making the whole cake but it's ok b/c i had hannah and maggie there to amuse me and hannah's a shitty cook anyways. i love hannah and maggie so much i know that they'll always have girl's nights with me and eat ice cream and pizza and watch chick flicks and have girl talk and they'll just be honest with me about what they think i should do about my problems even if they know it's not waht i want to hear and they're willing to accept waht i think about their problems and plus they're frikin hilarious and i don't laugh as much with any other people i know. but yea that was pretty much my day and it was a good one. i love all of my friends and my fabulous boyfriend.