mmm...bradley goodness

[myhole]

he will be on soon. tomorrow is his last day. hopefully he can come thursday and play with me and eat pizza together. yum. i love him. he will be on soon. sun chips sun chips music sex sun chips happy thoughts missful thoughts i'm hot where are you to keep me warm i miss you and i'm dripping dripping dripping with sweat for you. more later

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[squal]

...this is the last one...i cant take anymore...god...you stopped getting wet over me...god that hurts so fucking much...maybe its trite to even bring up...but I stopped being that person you wanted so badly...the only person you could trust enough to give that too...sex is personal and this all hurts...you loved me so much...every post...every post....every goddamned post!!!....I wont let myself post about you....I try to erase you from my mind because your not personal to me anymore...was it really worth loving me everyday just for the love i could give you when i saw you...or talk to you...or anything on the minimal scale that it was? I dont even have that now...i didnt even know what i had then...i have no choice but to move on and forget you...i cant sit here everyday and wait and love...i have no phone call to wait for...i have no bond with you anymore...i have nothing special anymore...i have less than what a friend has and even less than people who dont even dare deserve you have...but i dont deserve you either...im just a