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Nov 22, 2005 20:13

Think of one moment you can call.
"The happiest moment of your life".
It's gone.
For me the thought that keeps playing over.
And over and over and over.
Is the day I realized that you were gone.

I can't believe this had to happen.
Please tell me why this had to happen.
To someone so strong.
I wish I could go back to see her,
Spend time with her, but I can't.
Instead I'm left with saddness.

Sitting here watching you.
Sitting here watching you melt away.

Leave the thoughts that keep playing over.
And over and over and over.
These thoughts are like poison to me.
Stay if you can.

Why can't I pretend that you're still here with us now?
I can't stop these thoughts of you drifting away.
Because I'm waiting, for something
and if that something is to realize.
I'm waiting for something that is too real.
Wait...smile do something.
I want to remember.

This describes my today.
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