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Nov 20, 2005 19:00

overall, things kind of suck right now. I don't know how to explain it but they do. I feel kind of miserable, I can't help it. I can't help falling back into how i felt for the longest time, I just want it all to go away. I seek comfort in my Wilson because he's my mediator, but otherwise I'm suffering. I think about life and everything makes sense. Life is sad in ways that I can't explain it. I don't know what I'm talking about.

Junior year is hard for me, as easy as my case is. My classes are short, I don't have alot of work, but I'm still struggling through the year. I'm just getting by. I don't know. It's just hard.

I'm discontent.

I need a pick-me-up. Quality time with an old friend or something.

Chrsitmas is coming. I have no Christmas spirit.

I'm a failure.
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