and it's gone.
as quickly as it rushed in, it went away.
i seem to be fine now.
why, how, i don't know.
but here i am, a few hours later and i am going about my buisnesss. capable, alert, competent.
yesh, i remember being completely terrified yesterday, completely incapacitated.
and now somehow it's different. i'm doing stuff.
the fear has retreated into the shadows.
being crazy sucks.
it's odd feeling better, because i don't know what turned the tide.
ahem.
*brushes off layers of sorrow that still cling*
anybody available at 3:45 - 4:30 today?
i need to go bottle a batch of wine that was a'brewing at the wine shop.
ring my bell if you can come help 9015129
i seem to be fine now.
why, how, i don't know.
but here i am, a few hours later and i am going about my buisnesss. capable, alert, competent.
yesh, i remember being completely terrified yesterday, completely incapacitated.
and now somehow it's different. i'm doing stuff.
the fear has retreated into the shadows.
being crazy sucks.
it's odd feeling better, because i don't know what turned the tide.
ahem.
*brushes off layers of sorrow that still cling*
anybody available at 3:45 - 4:30 today?
i need to go bottle a batch of wine that was a'brewing at the wine shop.
ring my bell if you can come help 9015129