This Little Light of Mine
If I read one more post containing the letter "R" followed by "evels", I might just stab someone in the eye.
I really wish this stupid production wasn't such a big deal, I know I obsess over it way to much, but it's just so painful. I was at Keegan's and everyone who was going off to Revel land came over and then they all skipped happily off into the sunset, leaving me to learn double time steps (I can now do them very slowly) all alone at work since there were no costumers. I must say though, I wouldn't keep bringing it up if it would just stop manifesting its loathsome presence in every corner of my life. Even livejournal, I go and read people's stuff, which is very funny and entertaining otherwise, except for the fact it's like "STAB STAB STAB" when I see things like "I LOVE REVELS, I WOULD DIE IF I DIDN'T HAVE IT, REVELS IS LIKE MY LITTLE BABY SEAGULL, IT'S THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, I WANT TO HAVE BABIES WITH REVELS AND NAME ALL THE CHILDREN 'REVEL Jr.', OH REVELS, EVERY TIME I SEE YOU IT MAKES MY HEART FLUTTER WITH LOVE AND COMMITMENT AND... OH REVELS!!! I'M GETTING FLUSHED JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU!"
Vomit.
Ok, no one has posted anything REMOTELY that bad, but still. And I'm not saying this to make the people who do post about it feel bad, I'm really not, this is more for my entertainment while you all are off singing your little heads off in Revel land. Ok, I'm gonna make an effort to not sound bitter.
You gotta admit though, "I want to have babies with revels and name all the children 'Revel Jr.' is pretty funny.
What it boils down to is, I just hate being excluded and I feel like I'm missing out on A LOT since I'm not in this thing and so many people close to me are. It's like How To Succeed, Part 2... except worse.
Sequels always do suck more than the original though.
Ha, clever me.
But really, this is just to kinda make people aware about how I'm feeling right now because, no matter what good things are going on in my life (and there are a ton), this is something that keeps resurfacing, going "NANANANA BOO BOO" in my face and then it just drags me down and makes me feel like shit. I shouldn't let it, but I do, you know what I mean?
On a different note:
In a minute my dad is gonna kick me offline and that will be sad. Because then I have to go to sleep and when that happens, all that stands between me and the SAT test prep course from HELL is a brief period of unconsciousness. Bugger.
That reminds me of Sara's icon, which reminds me off my voice song. I need to go learn that. Maybe I will instead of moping.
That would be ever so much more productive.
I really wish this stupid production wasn't such a big deal, I know I obsess over it way to much, but it's just so painful. I was at Keegan's and everyone who was going off to Revel land came over and then they all skipped happily off into the sunset, leaving me to learn double time steps (I can now do them very slowly) all alone at work since there were no costumers. I must say though, I wouldn't keep bringing it up if it would just stop manifesting its loathsome presence in every corner of my life. Even livejournal, I go and read people's stuff, which is very funny and entertaining otherwise, except for the fact it's like "STAB STAB STAB" when I see things like "I LOVE REVELS, I WOULD DIE IF I DIDN'T HAVE IT, REVELS IS LIKE MY LITTLE BABY SEAGULL, IT'S THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, I WANT TO HAVE BABIES WITH REVELS AND NAME ALL THE CHILDREN 'REVEL Jr.', OH REVELS, EVERY TIME I SEE YOU IT MAKES MY HEART FLUTTER WITH LOVE AND COMMITMENT AND... OH REVELS!!! I'M GETTING FLUSHED JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU!"
Vomit.
Ok, no one has posted anything REMOTELY that bad, but still. And I'm not saying this to make the people who do post about it feel bad, I'm really not, this is more for my entertainment while you all are off singing your little heads off in Revel land. Ok, I'm gonna make an effort to not sound bitter.
You gotta admit though, "I want to have babies with revels and name all the children 'Revel Jr.' is pretty funny.
What it boils down to is, I just hate being excluded and I feel like I'm missing out on A LOT since I'm not in this thing and so many people close to me are. It's like How To Succeed, Part 2... except worse.
Sequels always do suck more than the original though.
Ha, clever me.
But really, this is just to kinda make people aware about how I'm feeling right now because, no matter what good things are going on in my life (and there are a ton), this is something that keeps resurfacing, going "NANANANA BOO BOO" in my face and then it just drags me down and makes me feel like shit. I shouldn't let it, but I do, you know what I mean?
On a different note:
In a minute my dad is gonna kick me offline and that will be sad. Because then I have to go to sleep and when that happens, all that stands between me and the SAT test prep course from HELL is a brief period of unconsciousness. Bugger.
That reminds me of Sara's icon, which reminds me off my voice song. I need to go learn that. Maybe I will instead of moping.
That would be ever so much more productive.