I need you...like the dragonfly's wings need the wind.
New Years was interesting. to say the least. i fought so hard to get outta my house. i had to be with my friends and rob at midnight. so i did what i had to. :) but my hand kinda hurts. haha.
we all wound up going to jers and there was way too many people there haha. i got there at 11:58, grabbed all my stuff from the car and like flew downstairs to make it in time to kiss my amazing boy when it struck 12. it was honestly one of the best feelings in the world. ive never had someone on new years. at least ive never been physically with them on that day. it really felt like at that moment it was just me and him in the entire world. and i didnt want to let go of him.
but yeah, pretty soon we were getting hugs and kisses and good wishes from everyone. it was just a good feeling all around. and after the trauma it took to get there...it was all worth it.
i think im just coming to realize that its really not worth it at all to get so worked up over silly things. people are silly. we always hurt each other and almost always without meaning to or even knowing that we did. fight the wars, not the battles. enjoy life.
I love you all. no matter what. Happy New Year <3
Post Script: Rob Acula...you are amazing and i love you.