you can all just kiss off into the air
i haven't listened to the violent femmes in forever.
you can all just kiss off into the air
behind my back i can see them stare
they'll hurt me bad but i won't mind
they'll hurt me bad, they do it all the time
so. i'm really frustrated.
i know it's already friday. but i'm still thinking about tuesday and how much bs it was.
i had to work with douchey mcdouchebagerson. in the time it took me to help like 7 people in the customer service desk line, he helped 2 pretty girls and spent some time talking their ears off. just chatting... letting me do all the work. and then later, i was helping a girl with a western union and he helped other people this is true. but he was chatting her up the whole time. i was just like, what the hell?
i got overtime cuz evelyn called in late. i started at 630am. she finally came in at 430 and almost instantaneously, jason was like, K can i take my break now... and as soon as evelyn was finished setting up she was like, you're here till 5? and i was like, i've been here all day! i'm going ASAP and she asked if i wouldn't mind her stepping out for a few minutes. she left me until 5 and jason didn't make it back too much sooner. i was so PISSED OFF. my cashiers needed pickups and stuff. but i couldn't do anything because i was all by myself. it was such bullshit.
i'm so sick of being the only one that actually works there. i'm so done. done done done done... the next time jason's too busy chatting up a girl, i'm just gonna scream at him. i was so frustrated i couldn't look at him but next time i'm just going to tell him if he's not going to work then he can go home. and the next time evelyn asks me if she can "step outside for a few minutes" i'm going to walk away. i'll just walk. that's how effing frustrated i am.
it's bullshit.
nothing short of bullshit.
i played a lot of ddr today to try to forget about it but i can't forget about it. ERLACK! his face make me want to VOMMIT!
i researched other careers today. i'm really tempted to quit my job before the holidays. suzanne would be so screwed. but idk. that's kinda mean.
i've been called the cinderella of that store for too long though. i'm just... i don't even like working there half the time anymore.
there's a million things id rather do than have to work with jason and/or evelyn again and that includes gauging my eyes out with rusty nails and/or ripping my hair out by the handfuls and shoving it down my own throat. i'd rather eat my foot while it's still attatched. i'd rather be trampled by a stampedede of wildabeast and survive. i'd rather pour acid on my face and post pictures on myspace. their faces make me want to vommit. they're worthless people. absolutely worthless.
k k i think i'm done.
today dustin and i had breakfast. we ate french toast and i had hot chocolate.
but at the end of the day i still think about all the stuff that pisses me off and it sucks.
i won giftcards today. i won $25 for placing second in the guitar hero competition. and i won $10 for the monthly drawings we do. whenever you're appreciated someone writes you a card to put in a raffle and i guess susan wrote like, 50 for me. so i won.
but i still think about all that stuff that pisses me off. and it sucks.
i can't have a good day.
i guess things could be worse. i could have aids. i could be criminally insane... sometimes i wish i was cuz then it wouldn't matter what i did or said or who i killed cuz "Poor lori's just out of her goddamn mind."
ew, what's wrong with me?
you can all just kiss off into the air
behind my back i can see them stare
they'll hurt me bad but i won't mind
they'll hurt me bad, they do it all the time
so. i'm really frustrated.
i know it's already friday. but i'm still thinking about tuesday and how much bs it was.
i had to work with douchey mcdouchebagerson. in the time it took me to help like 7 people in the customer service desk line, he helped 2 pretty girls and spent some time talking their ears off. just chatting... letting me do all the work. and then later, i was helping a girl with a western union and he helped other people this is true. but he was chatting her up the whole time. i was just like, what the hell?
i got overtime cuz evelyn called in late. i started at 630am. she finally came in at 430 and almost instantaneously, jason was like, K can i take my break now... and as soon as evelyn was finished setting up she was like, you're here till 5? and i was like, i've been here all day! i'm going ASAP and she asked if i wouldn't mind her stepping out for a few minutes. she left me until 5 and jason didn't make it back too much sooner. i was so PISSED OFF. my cashiers needed pickups and stuff. but i couldn't do anything because i was all by myself. it was such bullshit.
i'm so sick of being the only one that actually works there. i'm so done. done done done done... the next time jason's too busy chatting up a girl, i'm just gonna scream at him. i was so frustrated i couldn't look at him but next time i'm just going to tell him if he's not going to work then he can go home. and the next time evelyn asks me if she can "step outside for a few minutes" i'm going to walk away. i'll just walk. that's how effing frustrated i am.
it's bullshit.
nothing short of bullshit.
i played a lot of ddr today to try to forget about it but i can't forget about it. ERLACK! his face make me want to VOMMIT!
i researched other careers today. i'm really tempted to quit my job before the holidays. suzanne would be so screwed. but idk. that's kinda mean.
i've been called the cinderella of that store for too long though. i'm just... i don't even like working there half the time anymore.
there's a million things id rather do than have to work with jason and/or evelyn again and that includes gauging my eyes out with rusty nails and/or ripping my hair out by the handfuls and shoving it down my own throat. i'd rather eat my foot while it's still attatched. i'd rather be trampled by a stampedede of wildabeast and survive. i'd rather pour acid on my face and post pictures on myspace. their faces make me want to vommit. they're worthless people. absolutely worthless.
k k i think i'm done.
today dustin and i had breakfast. we ate french toast and i had hot chocolate.
but at the end of the day i still think about all the stuff that pisses me off and it sucks.
i won giftcards today. i won $25 for placing second in the guitar hero competition. and i won $10 for the monthly drawings we do. whenever you're appreciated someone writes you a card to put in a raffle and i guess susan wrote like, 50 for me. so i won.
but i still think about all that stuff that pisses me off. and it sucks.
i can't have a good day.
i guess things could be worse. i could have aids. i could be criminally insane... sometimes i wish i was cuz then it wouldn't matter what i did or said or who i killed cuz "Poor lori's just out of her goddamn mind."
ew, what's wrong with me?