it's my life...
so... i've finally started playing ddr. i'm not good. but it's fun.
other than that i've been pretty bad... pretty down. i feel like ... idk... like there's no one that will understand.
i want a fast easy way out. but it's hard to come by. i kinda just want to waste away instead... drink a lot and smoke pot and unravel just to find out how hollow i really am. why does it have to be some complex thing? why should i apply science to it? why should it have to be so complicated? why should it have to be so mind boggling? why can't it just be simple? why can't it just be a case of that's that and this is this. i'm me and you are you and we are here. why should there be a reason or expectations? why should any of this be?
i remember hearing in high school that people who smoke pot get the munchies cuz the weed make your metabolism burn faster or something. so there was a guy that smoked a bunch but never had any food and he lost a lot of weight. so i think i should start smoking again. and eat lettuce. i mean, i'd be sacrificing my brain cells and the great taste of food but sacrifices are never fornot. or at least they shouldn't be. and if they are... well... i guess the world is a horrible harsh place and you know... sometimes it really is.
other than that i've been pretty bad... pretty down. i feel like ... idk... like there's no one that will understand.
i want a fast easy way out. but it's hard to come by. i kinda just want to waste away instead... drink a lot and smoke pot and unravel just to find out how hollow i really am. why does it have to be some complex thing? why should i apply science to it? why should it have to be so complicated? why should it have to be so mind boggling? why can't it just be simple? why can't it just be a case of that's that and this is this. i'm me and you are you and we are here. why should there be a reason or expectations? why should any of this be?
i remember hearing in high school that people who smoke pot get the munchies cuz the weed make your metabolism burn faster or something. so there was a guy that smoked a bunch but never had any food and he lost a lot of weight. so i think i should start smoking again. and eat lettuce. i mean, i'd be sacrificing my brain cells and the great taste of food but sacrifices are never fornot. or at least they shouldn't be. and if they are... well... i guess the world is a horrible harsh place and you know... sometimes it really is.