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Aaron called me today and we talked for like 15 minutes. That's the normal person equivalent of like 2 hours. He's going to call me later this week to do something. Nina's got a date. Oh boy.
Now, I have a real dilemma. I was starting to get ok with the idea of him having a daughter. I even was maybe, possibly ok with him smoking, as long as he doesn't ever do it around me. Doesn't seem like he does it that much to begin with. But. While we were talking he said something almost unforgivable. It was along the lines of - it was really good to talk to you...just wanted to touch base and see how you were doing.
Touch base. I thought after I got out of res life I would never hear that expression again. It sorta made me throw up in my mouth a little bit. That could end up being the real deal breaker right there.
Just kidding of course. There's no way he could know that that expression makes me cringe and give me PTSD shudders up and down my spine. I really am going to do my best togo into this with an open mind and not let getting pretty badly burned in the past prevent me from possibly being happy this time around.
Now, I have a real dilemma. I was starting to get ok with the idea of him having a daughter. I even was maybe, possibly ok with him smoking, as long as he doesn't ever do it around me. Doesn't seem like he does it that much to begin with. But. While we were talking he said something almost unforgivable. It was along the lines of - it was really good to talk to you...just wanted to touch base and see how you were doing.
Touch base. I thought after I got out of res life I would never hear that expression again. It sorta made me throw up in my mouth a little bit. That could end up being the real deal breaker right there.
Just kidding of course. There's no way he could know that that expression makes me cringe and give me PTSD shudders up and down my spine. I really am going to do my best togo into this with an open mind and not let getting pretty badly burned in the past prevent me from possibly being happy this time around.