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I like a boy. Yes, a totally new one. I seem to be saying that every week...it's been a busy year.
So I met Aaron while dt for Halloween on what is probably going to go down as the most bizarre night I've ever had in La Crosse. I was very drunk but Marissa said even then that it definitely looked like he liked me.
Ran into him last night at the Bodega and since Laura was preoccupied with various people and Marissa and Tim were chitty chatting, Aaron and I talked pretty much the whole time he was there. Marissa, Laura and I ended up gonig back to his house, and after about 5 minutes they left. I'll just leave it with I spent the night. Don't worry kids, no having of the sex.
And now I think I like him, even though he's weird. Really weird. I think it's ridiculous that Marissa, Laura and I have all hooked up with people living in that house, but did it completely independently of each other, and it's not like we met the guys through each other. No, just the smallest fucking campus ever.
One big problem though. It was pointed out that with pretty much every guy I like I seem to find something wrong with him and overly focus on that one thing to try and get myself to not like him. As in, being Republican, a smoker, super Catholic, etc. This strategy usually works pretty well. Only person I couldn't find something wrong with was Ben...maybe I just didn't want to look. Anyway. I didn't realize I really do this till it was pointed out to me, but it's very true.
So Aaron's flaw. He has a one year old daughter. He's 27, so it's not so bad (for lack of a better word), he has a good relationship with the mom, and it seems like he's doing his part and knows his role, she lives with the mom, and he has no problem talking about it or how it happened or anything. But still. It freaks me out. More than when Marissa and I found a rolled up dollar bill in a CD case in their basement. Is it bad that I'm more ok with the idea of him doing coke than having a kid? I'm not sure if he does it, for the record...it could be anyone in their house.
Eh. We'll see what happens...
So I met Aaron while dt for Halloween on what is probably going to go down as the most bizarre night I've ever had in La Crosse. I was very drunk but Marissa said even then that it definitely looked like he liked me.
Ran into him last night at the Bodega and since Laura was preoccupied with various people and Marissa and Tim were chitty chatting, Aaron and I talked pretty much the whole time he was there. Marissa, Laura and I ended up gonig back to his house, and after about 5 minutes they left. I'll just leave it with I spent the night. Don't worry kids, no having of the sex.
And now I think I like him, even though he's weird. Really weird. I think it's ridiculous that Marissa, Laura and I have all hooked up with people living in that house, but did it completely independently of each other, and it's not like we met the guys through each other. No, just the smallest fucking campus ever.
One big problem though. It was pointed out that with pretty much every guy I like I seem to find something wrong with him and overly focus on that one thing to try and get myself to not like him. As in, being Republican, a smoker, super Catholic, etc. This strategy usually works pretty well. Only person I couldn't find something wrong with was Ben...maybe I just didn't want to look. Anyway. I didn't realize I really do this till it was pointed out to me, but it's very true.
So Aaron's flaw. He has a one year old daughter. He's 27, so it's not so bad (for lack of a better word), he has a good relationship with the mom, and it seems like he's doing his part and knows his role, she lives with the mom, and he has no problem talking about it or how it happened or anything. But still. It freaks me out. More than when Marissa and I found a rolled up dollar bill in a CD case in their basement. Is it bad that I'm more ok with the idea of him doing coke than having a kid? I'm not sure if he does it, for the record...it could be anyone in their house.
Eh. We'll see what happens...