beeen a while!!!
wow, its crazy how long ive gone without writing in here. looking at my past entries, which ive made most of them private now, it amazes me how much satan had control of me... how i felt so depressed and alone, how i turned to other methods of releasing the pain and anger out. pretty nuts i must admit, i never want to see that side of me again.
ive been doing pretty well to those that have been wondering, you might of not seen me around much, but on wednesdays i attend a church in pcola called brownsville, and its totally amazing. i absolutely love it. my plan everyweek is to head out to brownsville on wednesdays and calvary sunday mornings, pretty good plan if i can say so myself. :)
this sunday i wont be attending calvary though, im going to be in orlando with a couple of really good friends of mine, noah and matt.
its going to sooo awesome, we're going to islands of adventure and then busch gardens, im in love with roller coasters, and its going to be so much fun! we're staying til monday and yeah, im driving 9 hours there and 9 hours back, totally sucks! haha wish i was rich enough to buy all my friends airline tickets and we could all head out there on a jet plane! :) but nope, im poor sorry to burst your bubble.
maybe lately ive been focusing a little bit more attention on guys than i really need to...
actually there should be no focus on guys because wow, God will bring me ONE in his timing.
but, i do tend to slip at times, especially around this one particular guy that still makes my heart beat lightning fast :) haha
few weeks back me and my youth pastor prayed that i would find some christian girlfriends.
God has answered my prayers and has really helped me out with this group of girls.
i love them all.
there is this conflict between my old friend and i, idk what i did to deserve it but i sure hope God works it all out.
its not my problem anymore, so the girls remind me, ive done all i could, and probably more than i should of.
since, she her self cant even tell me what ive done wrong.
wow, confusing.
i hate being a girl, boys are so laid back its crazy.
okokok, well this is it for the weekend, im off to orlando tomorrow around 2.
someone call me and make my day blossum :) hah.
ive been doing pretty well to those that have been wondering, you might of not seen me around much, but on wednesdays i attend a church in pcola called brownsville, and its totally amazing. i absolutely love it. my plan everyweek is to head out to brownsville on wednesdays and calvary sunday mornings, pretty good plan if i can say so myself. :)
this sunday i wont be attending calvary though, im going to be in orlando with a couple of really good friends of mine, noah and matt.
its going to sooo awesome, we're going to islands of adventure and then busch gardens, im in love with roller coasters, and its going to be so much fun! we're staying til monday and yeah, im driving 9 hours there and 9 hours back, totally sucks! haha wish i was rich enough to buy all my friends airline tickets and we could all head out there on a jet plane! :) but nope, im poor sorry to burst your bubble.
maybe lately ive been focusing a little bit more attention on guys than i really need to...
actually there should be no focus on guys because wow, God will bring me ONE in his timing.
but, i do tend to slip at times, especially around this one particular guy that still makes my heart beat lightning fast :) haha
few weeks back me and my youth pastor prayed that i would find some christian girlfriends.
God has answered my prayers and has really helped me out with this group of girls.
i love them all.
there is this conflict between my old friend and i, idk what i did to deserve it but i sure hope God works it all out.
its not my problem anymore, so the girls remind me, ive done all i could, and probably more than i should of.
since, she her self cant even tell me what ive done wrong.
wow, confusing.
i hate being a girl, boys are so laid back its crazy.
okokok, well this is it for the weekend, im off to orlando tomorrow around 2.
someone call me and make my day blossum :) hah.