Oct 02, 2005 17:15
I just don't understand how something so pathetic can hurt me so much.
And now, I don't make sense to myself. I'm like a fucking fake.
I guess when people tell me I'm manic depressive, they are right.
It ruins my time, but I have then best time with it.
It's only when it's over used that it pisses me off i guess.
Then I change my mind about it.
Not wanting it, then when I can, I know I'd take it.
What the hell is my problem?!