stupid idiot forgot massage. Nooo!
Right now Im tempted to just sit and eat, but am restraining myself. Im not sure how long this can last. Im not hungry, I just find solace in munching, and feel less disintegrated when filled to the brim.
I forgot my massage this afternoon, my to my disappointment and distress. I SO needed the relaxation and the general escape. Now Im TOTALLY not in the mood to be working on these stupid reports, but I really really need to get them out of the way. Tomorrow WILL be the last day. There will be no excuses.
David is rather against the DBT thing now. He doesnt want my illness to become the focus of my life, and he doesnt want me to be splitting my therapeutic space between group and individual sessions. Im not too bothered by this, it means I might have a chance at a more normal life this year, in spite of being a nut bar. Besides, he has plans for me to see plenty of Him anyway.